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Looks like I will be loosing the house because they will be starting foreclosure proceedings in a few days so everything that we worked towards and for will be gone.  I might even have to find new homes for my dogs since it is hard to find rentals that accept pets nowadays. 

I’m not sure how I will be able to look for a new place to live without a car and still not knowing my way around this town.  Barry was born in this town and for a time he drove airport shuttles and city buses so he knew his way around and where streets were located but I only go to certain places like grocery stores so I’m only familiar with how to get there.  Maybe in the long run it will be better to let the house go but this is all very scary to me especially since I’m having to deal with this alone.

I don’t know why my ebook that I wrote did not sell better since it was original and different but maybe people just don’t want to think about death, which I understand, but look at my situation that I’m in now because Barry didn’t want to think of him dying?  I’ve had a few suggestions that I might want to think of getting into this niche about loosing a spouse but do I really want to be associated with death and all that comes it with it?  I haven’t even mourned his death yet because I’ve been trying to learn this IM business and all that comes with it, which let me tell you it is alot.  Even though some have said I’ve caught on quickly, I don’t think I have because there are so many parts of this that still frustrate me. 

I haven’t even been able to come up with a $1000.00 so that I can file for bankruptcy in order to help me keep the house, if you would like to help me be able to file bankruptcy, you can click here http://bit.ly/GQ8XA  Thank you in advance.  This is all just becoming too much to bear and I’m not sure how much more I can deal with or handle.

If you would like to take a look at my ebook, here is the link.  http://bit.ly/4nBNNC

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